Now, to some of you this may seem strange for me to write because I am married to someone else now. Just because someone dies doesn't mean we love them less. We have to move forward in life. Dennis has been a wonderful addition to my life. It has been hard to adjust to someone new, but I know Heavenly Father has a plan for my life that is different than the one I had planned for me. I trust His will and know I will be okay. My children are strong and are progressing and so am I. I love Dennis and our anniversary is in a couple weeks. He has been very patient. Josh is a big part of our lives and I appreciate that Dennis is accepting of our love and constant conversation about Josh. Dennis puts up with a lot and I am happy Heavenly Father brought me here so I could love and be loved by a wonderful man.